Well, if you’ve struggled to believe my story so far, I’ll definitely lose you on the next part.
Knowledge isn’t something the brain tells us; it’s our heart.
The Heart always knows,
My Heart told me something that I absolutely refused to believe, until I, and people from around the world, gathered in a room in the UK in 2019
Jesus has returned.
And He, is a She.
Her name is Suzanna Maria Emmanuel.
Yeah, eye roll. Honestly, I don’t blame you, but entertain me as a story.
As I’ve already said, back in 2018, I was deeply immersed in my spiritual studies. I had a particular interest in channelled teachings, as I saw them as “purer”
It’s nothing like today in 2026, but even in 2018, things were muddied, and it took some cautious diving to find some clarity in spiritual ideas.
The YouTube channel SpiritScience pushed me toward Bashar – after I absorbed as much as I could, and then I moved on to Kyron. Again, I started absorbing as much as I could hold.
I looked into others like The Law of One from RA, Edgar Cayce, and Esther Hicks, but Kryon kept drawing me back in; there was just so much content. I remember working at my desk, my computer constantly set to Kryon. I passively listen for hours every day
Then, sometime in early 2018. YouTube algorithms pushed me somewhere different. They were discussing that Kryon could also be channelled by different people.
One of those people was Suzanna Maria Emmanuel.
I can’t remember exactly, but basically, it was discussed that yes, Kryon came through Suzanna. Lee Carroll, the original channel of Kryon, confirmed it in the video.
I never thought that much of it. I was still learning, but I decided to explore Suzanna’s page.
As always, I was listening passively, more focused on my work than on the teachings.
I began noticing a difference: the channellings were longer, the information was more specific, and the beings coming through were multiple. Each with their own personalities and even their own energy.
Additionally, it wasnt all fluff like many other channels. They gave dates, spoke about deadlines, and actively encouraged action. Additionally, the beings had titles (a big no-no in the sprirutala community)
Sovereign Lord the Great, Master of magnetic Flows and Frequencies, Archangels, Chief Galactic Federation Leader, Scientists, etc
I was in unfamiliar waters.
On one side, like most, any mention of titles or hierarchy immediately invoked a fear.
“That’s not how the universe runs”
“Everyone is equal”
The other side of me said otherwise.
They kept speaking about getting Activated before 2020. My curiosity piqued. I decided I was going to do it. I was going to fly to the UK in April 2019 and get activated by Suzanna Maria Emmanuel.
It remained in the back of my mind, but I, being in a very comfortable job at a great financial company in a lovely apartment in Cape Town with a massive weed habit, didn’t really take any action.
I knew I wanted to do it, and it would end up being the greatest thing I have ever done. In this lifetime and all others.
But before the dawn, there must be darkness….and a complication had arisen in my life.
See, on top of discovering the secrets of the universe, a certain woman started paying extra attention to me.
A woman who worked at the same company as I did.
Her name was Jaya, and she would become the deepest pain Ive experienced during this time on Earth.
I was sitting in my apartment on the 12th of July 2018, and it hit me like a freight train.
This lady is my future wife. Or so I believed.
The only problem was that she was just about as fucked up as I was. Somehow.
Most of 2017 became a game of cat and mouse, but unfortunately, I didn’t know how to play very well.
Tragedy took aim at me.
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